blaaaarrrrrr.

I am all very sad now, because I just read something that made me sad.
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I'm also listening to some crap that is happy, but it's giving me a headache.
Reminder: After songs are downloaded, never ever listen to them again, unless you are happy.

Wow.
" Make some bets && try to be happy..."
says
the band that I am listening to.
That's ironic, I guess.
I love the word ironic, and also irony, because they are just awesome...

Last night I learned how to play Bloody Knuckles, at youth group.
Pants and Gabby taught Sarah and I how to, and we played it for a while, until we had to go sit down.
Pants made me bleed D: and made Gabby bleed even more...
And Sarah bled some, as well.

So there was this girl Meagan [? spelling ?!] and I do not know how she spells her name. But she reminds me majorly of Juno, but not the movie, jsut the character in the movie, except that she is not pregnant, 16, or... brunette. She is a blonde who is small and awesome. :D She put her myspace linkie thing in my phone. [:

I guess that's happier.
=/
Hmmph.
I say that a lot lately, on the computer, I've noticed.
Mostly when I'm bored.

Hmmmph.
[randomly a new topic]

There are tons of things I would like to say to people, but I cannot say them because everyone now realizes that screwing up friendships before graduation is not good. People just want graduation to be amazing...and it probably won't be. I mean, really, if you think about it, it's going to suck. We're all going to cry, some of us anticipating a boring, sad summer, and some of us just because we won't see half of our class again, or maybe there will be some terrible drama that will happen...
Whatever.
It's probably going to suck.
So that's next Thursday.
I don't know if I can last until then.
The days seem to be going by really fast, and I'm really excited for summer, but I'm really scared too. A lot of different things are going to be changing this summer, and I don't know which ones I want to change and which ones I want to not change.